AIYANA - It's Getting Bad Again Lyrics

It's getting bad again
I can tell by the crumbs on my bed
Haven't washed my sheets in weeks, promise I'm not lazy
It's just getting bad again
I'm getting sad again
I can tell by my taste in music
A melancholy melody is my only remedy
It plays all day in my head

Get up and walk towards the mirror
Look at the girl and say

I'm not scared of the dark
Through my pain I'll make art
Don't know why I'm here
And went through hell the past three years
But this is what I feel
Resentment, anger, shame and fear
Oh there's a hole in my heart
But remember I'm not scared of the dark

I made plans but I didn't follow through
I feel bad but it's what I had to do
Sick and tired of letting my friends down but
Just know that I still love you
Wrote a song on the piano today
I missed the I felt when I play
A minor chord, a major key
Wow this seems so easy
I think this is good for me

I go outside at night
Look at the moon and say

I'm not scared of the dark
I thank the pain 'cause it made art
And I know why I'm here
I move with grace no longer fear
Lost people on the way
Well that's okay they weren't meant to stay
I'll fill the hole in my heart
Remember I'm not scared of the dark
I'm no longer scared of the dark, the dark

And when it's bad again
I'll sing a tune, call up a friend
Embrace the highs and the low
Because now I know
I'll be okay again