Wishful thinking
Nothing but useless
Always trying
Barely any progress
Unexciting
Light my own spark
Find my meaning
Within my heart
Wishful thinking
Nothing but useless
Always trying
Barely any progress
Unexciting
Light my own spark
Find my meaning
Within my heart
Open up my eyes
Blinded by the morning light
Barely getting by
Wonder why I even try
Drag myself outside
Trying ways to feel alive
Gotta get out of my head
I'm overthinking, self-deprecating
This can't keep going on
I can't keep going on
I'm sick of living life like this
Wanna scream, I wanna break all my shit
I'll find a way to take control
Of my life so I can change and
Grow out of this soulless life
Find myself then maybe I'll
Smile for real this time
Live the way I like
Every day's the same
Need to find some things to change
Figure out my flow
Have to do this on my own
Gotta organize
Many things within my life
There's so much to get through
I'm suffocating, it's overbearing
I have to go on
I have to fight on
I can't accept the way
I waste my life away
I'm sick of living life like this
Wanna scream, I wanna break all my shit
I'll find a way to take control
Of my life so I can change and
Grow out of this soulless life
Find myself then maybe I'll
Smile for real this time
Live the way I like
The way I like
Ah, ah, ha, ah
Gotta live the way I like
Maybe then I'll feel alive
Live truly, live freely
I'll live the way I like