AIDN - THROUGH A LENS. Lyrics

It's currently a sunny day in southern California
And
I feel like shit
Its 84 Degrees and sunny Motherf*cker
But um its a long story so i guess we'll get into that won't we
Let's talk about that
Let's unpack bitch
Let's go
Time has been passing
And life keeps on moving
Feeling like it's been a few months
Looking back now its been two years
Everything has changed I shed a few tears
And along the way I shed a few fears
I'm just trying my best to keep my sanity
But you come in here and ruin everything
I was doing pretty good for myself before you reached out
Made me waste the whole f*cking day just thinking bout our meetup
But I guess it's just my fault because I never learn
So I guess i'll just keep on making these dumbass songs
But you
Know it's all alright now take that trip on down south
Be there all damn weekend
Might just disappear now
It feels so right but I
Really fear what lies down this road i'm not really sure
I was doing pretty good for myself before you reached out
Made me waste the whole f*cking day just thinking bout our meetup
But I guess it's just my fault because I never learn
So I guess i'll just keep on making these dumbass songs
Sitting here thinking bout high school,whos cool, he's cool
Wack shit
But there's something about it
That I really do miss
And the people I was with
I miss
All of you
Some of which
Did not last
Others are
Helping me
Unpack
Helping fix what I lack
Took it in then I put it in this track
Some people say that's wack
But it's really just through my lens
It's just through my lens