So Much to Forget (Demo Version) Video (MV)

I said I'm tired of trying to make this all work out
Yeah girl you lying, when you say that you love me, yeah
Oh now I'm crying in silence and now there's so much to forget (So much to forget)
Yeah I'm hiding in your silhouette
Baby how could you do this? (How could you do this?)
So much distance has me stuck in the head and divide
I break down as all our plans start going array
Frozen looking at you and wondering why
How can we stand face to face but not see eye to eye?
So I close mine, since I can't open yours
You have a closed mind
Staring at walls trying to open doors
We should cut it now since we know it won't be more
I've never been fond of playing games when it came to love
And with the way that you are, I'm not opposed to breaking up
So sadly, you will be missed beside me
With you stuck in my veins like an IV
But since it isn't what I need
Now its time for me to leave, high key
I'll be somewhere distant with my grief that I shoulder
Broken, with no peace, but gaining closure
So goodbye to this love
Since I know that its over
I said I'm tired of trying to make this all work out
Yeah girl you lying, when you say that you love me, yeah
Oh now I'm crying in silence and now there's so much to forget (So much to forget)
Yeah I'm hiding in your silhouette
Baby how could you do this? (How could you do this?)
You changed your mind, I don't know why
I don't ever want to waste my time
With someone who doesn't appreciate somebody trying to better their life
Babe I told you, I just wanted to be your protector
Be there by your side until forever
But never did I expect to read a letter that severed my artery
Now I'm struggling to stop the bleeding
I'm lashing out violently cause the thought of you and me together is a distant memory
And I just can't un-see it
And its so physically draining, I'm not the one you should be blaming
Now these thoughts are trapped inside my brain and
I don't have nowhere to go with them
How many women are gonna come into my life and stab me in the back with a knife
Am I the only one who notices? (Its over, its over)
I said I'm tired of trying to make this all work out
Yeah girl you lying, when you say that you love me, yeah
Oh now I'm crying in silence and now there's so much to forget (So much to forget)
Yeah I'm hiding in your silhouette
Baby how could you do this? (How could you do this?)
(How could you do this?)
Maybe I'm tired of trying
Maybe I'm tired of lying
I know you're tired of crying
We can depart if you'd like
I know the other dude came through and made you feel some type of way
And its just crazy, now you want to leave instead of stay
You stood behind me, but somewhere in time decided to use the blade
Now I'm speechless, had no defense
In this pool of blood I lay, but times changed
I'm just taking it day by day while they
I mean the demons contemplate on my defeat, no ease screaming
I'm just staring out this window seat
And taking this negative energy and put it on a sheet
Those days are gone, so long
Found peace in a broken place
Now the team is eating and we staying with a plate
Moved on from the pain, only myself to blame
Thought I'd break in the end but I found my escape
So thanks, but now it's time for a change
Turn the page with a girl who would never betray