Monatophobia Video (MV)

Man, I'm not feeling alright, and I don't know how to say this
But it's just that there's a fear of mine that I'm gonna die alone
I don't really know what in my head, but it's pretty f*cked up, up there

Feeling I'm outta my mind
Running down all of the time
Setting the bodies in brine
Seeing shit, man I'm just trying

Singing myself into sleep
My mind so worked that it heat
Contemplating my life like it's stuck in a vice
Got all my bars on repeat

This bitch is looking so fine
F*cking her like she divine
She say I'm wasting her time
Say she don't f*ck with my kind, ay

Left me in tears, I'm crying
Breaking my heart but I'm fine, coz
Mary was friends time to time, ay
Lone Ranger, I'm just defiant, woo

Every time I think about it I just get this feeling that being innocent is sin in this world, ay
When I try, I try my best, but in the end
I'm walking up this earth alone, and it motherf*cking hurts, ay

I don't know why my heart sinks to the floor
I don't know why the drugs don't help my soul
Catastrophic rundown out the door
It's all up in my head, I'm a Monatophobe

I don't know why my heart sinks to the floor
I don't know why the drugs don't help my soul
Catastrophic rundown out the door
It's all up in my head, I'm a Monatophobe

But look at me now
Running shit like this is fate somehow
All of my homies, they ready to bow
King of the city and king of the howl

Bitch, I'm a boss and you are like a scrapper
I get zoned out often, call me a rapper
Your mans be wack, he belong in the crapper
Ice on ice, iconic, feel I'm a trapper

Eyes on me like I'm your enemy
This is my music, my symphony
Feeling amazing, ain't new to me
Hoes getting famous, that's due to me

Look at me, try not to f*ck at me, yeah
Do not treat me as your frenemy, yeah
Kindling the fire inside of me, yeah
Silva on the rise, don't f*ck at me, yeah

I don't know why my heart sinks to the floor
I don't know why the drugs don't help my soul
Catastrophic rundown out the door
It's all up in my head, I'm a Monatophobe

I don't know why my heart sinks to the floor
I don't know why the drugs don't help my soul
Catastrophic rundown out the door
It's all up in my head, I'm a Monatophobe