Healing Video (MV)

Nobody's pity party
Everybody's go to friend
You call me out
When you need attention
And shut me down
When I try

Freeze frame adversity
Causing my cardiac complexity
I'd call it fuel if I could
Burn away the greater good
Long nights of drinking
Are clouding my thinking

If I am ugly
Won't somebody tell me
If I'm a burden
Won't somebody stop me?
Don't spare me
I need you to say it
I'm already hurting
I'm learning
How to live with myself

I wake up with a cold head
Dreading my empty bed
I don't sleep well
Next to others anyways
I'm healing, feeling, waiting for the real thing
The dead songs and the dirty bongs
Righting all of my wrongs

If I am ugly
Won't somebody tell me
If I'm a burden
Won't somebody stop me?
Don't spare me
I need you to say it
I'm already hurting
I'm learning
How to live with myself

I wake up with a cold head
Dreading my empty bed
I don't sleep well
Next to others anyways
I'm healing, feeling, waiting for the real thing
The dead songs and the dirty bongs
Righting all of my wrongs