And I know that things been different now
All those precious moments in your growing, I been missing out your what I'm missing now
But the fact it still remains, that can't change, but I still think about you every single day
And I hate, that I can't love you in the way that we first promised, but I told you from the start just how it was and being honest
The cards ain't in our favor and we'll have a lot of haters, tho this right here ain't good bye it's just a love and see you later..
I know that your still thinking what I'm thinking, gotchu hooked onto a monster you still drinking what I'm drinking
Been hard to just ignore it not be me and wear a mask, when in the past, I'd do anything I could to make you laugh
Happened fast
And i guess that's where I struggle, but I can't shed a tear or I'll be standing in a puddle ..still I don't regret the fact I'd tell you that I love you, phone calls with BA asking if that's the girl I fumbled
That's real now I'll catch flights but not a feeling, hate the way we ended I'm still looking for some healing
But it's hard to just move on when your heart is stuck in a vice grip, and I know that I was wrong and it hurts me to even write this
Cause I might just, admit where I went wrong tho, burning just to get by I been smoking the whole Congo
That's what I'm on tho and tho I barley here from you, just hadda let you know that I still care for you
It's been exhausting, still getting by
But it kills me softly, all the nights
I don't hear from you
Did all your dreams come true
It's been exhausting, still getting by
But it kills me softly, all the nights
I don't hear from you
Did all your dreams come true
Did your dreams come true I gotta know
I hadda give us space so we could grow
Lotta love we had we couldn't show
Too many places we couldn't go
Your 1 of 1 case you ain't know
For real
And now at times I wanna lose it
With all these women out here you're the one I'm always choosing
And I know I can be selfish acting like it all don't hurt you, but just know I'm always here and I promise I won't Desert you
For what it's worth too, I lose sleep on all these nights now, the ones where I don't get a text, its crazy how that might sound
It's a different life now, and one where I don't hear from you, but when you hear this song I hope you know that I Still care for you
Been exhausting, still getting by
But it kills me softly, all the nights
I don't hear from you
Did all your dreams come true
It's been exhausting, still getting by
But it kills me softly, all the nights
I don't hear from you
Did all your dreams come true