After School Trauma Club - Anytime I Want Lyrics

I see your silhouette in the smoke-filled air
An echo of moments we used to share
You said forever, but you meant tonight
Now I'm still here but you're out of sight
You were the lesson in love, I had to unlearn
Like brand new leather seat, you were the burn
Every time I saw it I was forced to think of you
But wished you were never there (Try to cover it up)
Well, I'm burning out like our cigarettes
I'm turning to ash every chance I get
Is it self-destructive? I'll say it wasn't
But the truth is, I can quit you anytime I want
Anytime I want
Anytime I want
But I don't want to yet
Whoa oh-oh oh, The cherry melts through snow
One more lover's inhale before you go
I'll light another, all alone, just to suffer
'Cause in the end, it's just me and the lies
You were the lesson in love, I had to unlearn
Like brand new leather seat, you were the burn
Every time I saw it I was forced to think of you
But wished you were never there (Try to cover it up)
Well, I'm burning out like our cigarettes
I'm turning to ash every chance I get
Is it self-destructive? I'll say it wasn't
But the truth is, I can quit you anytime I want
Anytime I want
Anytime I want
But I don't want to yet
The smoke clears, but the pain remains
An empty heart, a dauntless flame
Still tell myself that I'm better alone
But the truth is, I'm lost without a home
(I can quit you anytime I want!)
But the burn's too deep, the cut's too sharp
(I can quit you anytime I want!)
I just keep lighting up, lost here in the dark
Well, I'm burning out like our cigarettes
I'm turning to ash every chance I get
Is it self-destructive? I'll say it wasn't
But the truth is, I can quit you anytime I want
Anytime I want
Anytime I want
But I don't want to yet