Afraid of Destiny - Rain, Scars, and the Climb Lyrics

Tears are falling like rain
And tenderly they caress
My wounded skin
I remember everything I lived
Every scar on me is a painful memory
I'm chasing sweet illusions of joy
But it seems I can't reach them
I'm swallowing Ketazolam pills
For making my mind slowly numb
I'm feeling so empty and sorrowful
I only desire to die in this emptiness
My subconcious is stopping me again
From falling down this climb
Let me do it!
Don't stop me again!
Let me go!
Don't hold me right now!
All the treatments didn't work
And I'm suicidal again
I wish to sleep forever
I don't care about living anymore
My last breath will be exhaled
Into deep, dark, waters
Slowly sinking, dying, and resting
In the eternal peace given