Aevis - lengths Lyrics

It seems like I've lost my place here
Cause while I've been gone, nothing paused
And part of me wants it all back
But the rest knows not to look

Cause I can't help but wonder
Am I living a dream
That isn't meant for me
And I can't help but realize
I'll never know
What's in store for me

Won't you ask what's on my mind
Cause I've been dying to let you in
Pretend you don't have to leave soon
And I won't waste the time you spend

And honestly I'm better off not knowing
And I hate when I get like this
But keep fighting for that same feeling
And we can say all the same things over and over
But you know it won't change anything
The lengths I'd go to feel

Cause I can't help but wonder
Am I living a dream
That isn't mean for me
And I can't help but realize
I'll never know
What's in store for me

No don't wait up if you don't want to
I'm the one who wants you
No don't wait up if you don't want to