?WHY? Video (MV)

A broken cord with no circuit
I don't know my own purpose
Do i even deserve this
And then i get nervous
That i don't know the reason for my own existence
Compared to the rest of them i know there's a difference
I've asked the same thing every day since i was a kid
What the hell is the reason for me wanting to live
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
I ask this question all year
Drill my heart with a spear
Wish that'd I'd disappear
Can't stand living in fear
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
I ask this question all year
Drill my heart with a spear
Wish that'd I'd disappear
Can't stand living in fear
Look at what's around us I am nothing but a spec
I think i solved the puzzle then it gets more complex
What gives it a cause what gives it an effect
I can't plan a move if i don't know what is next
I look the world in its eyes so i can finally feel wise
Don't f*cking care for a prize i want the answers to life
Is there life after death
Do i watch my step
I need to take a breath
It's something i must accept
Looking every direction wonder how i got so lost
I just want to hit the climax so i can understand the plot
And i know until the day i rot
This will be endless within my thoughts
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
I ask this question all year
Drill my heart with a spear
Wish that'd I'd disappear
Can't stand living in fear
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
I ask this question all year
Drill my heart with a spear
Wish that'd I'd disappear
Can't stand living in fear
There has to be a reason we were born on this planet
Our mind is limitless and we decide how to paint the canvas
The only way to shoot for the starts is with a cannon
Your purpose in life comes with the one you're handed
There's only one way to break this curiousity
I have to keep telling myself constantly
That no one else can write out my novelty
Do we actually have a purpose? Possibly
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
Why the f*ck am i here
I ask this question all year
Drill my heart with a spear
Wish that'd I'd disappear
Can't stand living in fear