aerielnicole - Cadillac Records Lyrics

Everybody always criticizes me
For the mindset that i embody
If you knew all i do
I think you would agree
Living this selfishly
Is the way things should be
Why should others come before me
Im the center of my story
Blinded by my pride
Self serving binds
Cant help it I'm
Just selfish
Yea thats me
Would u rather i give everything
For ppl who don't give a damn about me
F*ck that shit I'm gone live just for me
Inconsiderate little ol me
Wont allow you to define me
With your lack of self worth
Your phony concern
For the way, way i talk
Confidence you cant learn
Wanna learn how to hang it up
Think I'm finding the way its a
Process of, patience self-love
Cant confuse it with the arrogance that runs
Wanna fight no im attacking, matter fact let me find a hatchet
Severed ties, bury it and pass it, whats inside I can't even mask it
Not a lick of this is for attention, all these feelings im experiencing
Not to mention, don't wanna talk about it Can handle plenty more, i know got it
Voices in my head I know it's crowded, telling me to trip not how I go about it
But I already flipped, already snapped, Cussed people out lord it's a wrap
Pride monkey climbing all on my back
Clumsy, how I fall in the trap, selfish me im all into that
And that's why I ain't calling you back
Lord, Lord, Lord
Cant help but want to fill my own cup
Learning that I'm not capable of
Bringing the blessings that come into my life
No reason to overanalyze
Because i know you got it
My selfish ways, my pride is
The reason i fail its
Too much to bear
Its just too much to bear
Think I'm finding it
Its cause I'm kinda I'm kinda
Scared