4ever Alone Video (MV)

I'm not trynna waste your time cuz you a wonderful girl
I just can't find it in me to be sweet and give you the world
Yeah, I thought about it, but something's holding me back
See, I gave you the chance to put my heart on track
And you did what you could, but I didn't give my all
When I know I should of, but my pride kept me tall
I know I pushed you away and when you left I didn't cry
See, that's what makes me think, now I'm asking you why?
When that don't sound like me
I would've begged you on my knees
I would've asked for one more chance saying no babe, please!
See, I had the wifey type, like the one you dream of
But I kept my guard up, rejecting all her love
See, I wanna hate myself, but I know I'm not to blame
Yeah, I may be strong, but why the f*ck I ain't the same?
Now I'm selfish and cold, cuz some bitch that broke my heart
So, God, send me an angel who can make my love restart
Trynna fall in love, but it's hard as stone
I'm getting too old, I don't wanna be alone
I miss who I was before I met y'all, now its hard to love
Because I closed my walls
Trynna fall in love, but it's hard as stone
I hope I catch feelings, but I just don't
I just need to find the one that can make my heart beat
I'll forever be alone until the day we meet
You done gave many chances, but they don't move your heart
Even dated not your type, but ya stiff and torn apart
Now, you texting back and forth and when they lag, you think they wrong
Assuming this and that cuz in the past they did you wrong
And now it's on your mind, thinking everyone's the same
Telling you sweet things, but to you it's spitting game
So, you don't take the chance when they coulda been the one
But I guess you traumatized cuz the last was hit and run
Now more bottles and more eat, and you saying f*ck love
When you used to be sweet like an angel from above
But you hate the new you cuz you single and alone
Missing all the good times with ya lover on the phone
Wishing you could go back and trust a guy once again
Not worried about a thing like is he loyal or pretend?
Every night you up late just praying for the right one
To fix your broken heart and heal where it's now numb
Trynna fall in love, but it's hard as stone
I'm getting too old, I don't wanna be alone
I miss who I was before I met y'all, now its hard to love
Because I closed my walls
Trynna fall in love, but it's hard as stone
I hope I catch feelings, but I just don't
I just need to find the one that can make my heart beat
I'll forever be alone until the day we meet