Admisity - Forest Head Lyrics

I told...
I told...
I told you it was never like this before
My eyes, my body, my core
Now my mind knows worth, it'll experience worse
The first ever since my mama gave birth
I'm trying to tell you what, what's on my mind
Everything inside just like to fight and insight is something bright, it's out of reach
Well I'm not surprised, it's not the first time
My psyche is a florist
Everything inside is nothing but a forest
I wonder inside as if I'm a tourist
I'm outcasted by own thoughts now I'm lost, am I for this?
Who's to say I'm not, these are my thoughts
I control myself, no one else, this is all I got
Don't even let your own thoughts tell you when to stop
'Cause you rule your own universe till the day you drop

Hide behind the trees
Hide behind the trees
Inside of my mind
So no one else could see
Hide behind the trees
Hide behind the trees
Inside of my mind
So no one else could see

I'm still strolling though my mind
I begin to find things I thought I'd never find
Or are these thoughts yours and they aren't mine?
'Cause we could intertwine and create a new design
Fine, this isn't what I expected
I walk deeper in the woods where everything's neglected
It's different from the entrance, everything's accepted
Except for me, I snuck in it ain't what I intended
The trees here have leaves that don't grow
The atmosphere is cold and the floor is just snow
The sky is indigo, it's 40 below
Mr. Fahrenheit showed me what it's like to never grow
The trees here are as dark as they go
They like to stretch and reach for an ego
The roots they find parts of my brain
So they could define a mind that's not mine

Hide behind the trees
Hide behind the trees
Inside of my mind
So no one else could see
Hide behind the trees
Hide behind the trees
Inside of my mind
So no one else could see

So no one else could see behind my eyes inside
The garden that lies that my psyche has fertilized
My brain, I'm not alright with this
I grab a gallon of gas and a match to light up this schitz
The trees now burn
The leaves now turn
I watch them burn
As it gets worse
The flames go up, the glow begins
The forest combusts and I start to dip
I trip, receptors start to click
What I depict of my contradict I see it start to drip
The trees now burn
I leave, I keep a few leafs, I left behind prints
Just to leave an imprint on this forest fire
As it gets worse

Hide behind the trees
Hide behind the trees
Inside of my mind
So no one else could see
Hide behind the trees
Hide behind the trees
Inside of my mind
So no one else could see

So no one else could see
So no one else could see

...

I'm an emotional wreck but what the heck do I expect?
I go to bed late and disrespect my thoughts, and I look back and I check
My past to make sure it hasn't change
It's only one spec of my life but it sustains through
Tinted windows, well I hope so 'cause I wanna see but I don't wanna be shown, no
The water it taints and shifts my thoughts and it waterfalls down
Through my eyes again it seems that I've reach the bottom of a downfall now
Even though the rain is clean, you can't live in it 'cause you got to breathe
'Cause your pond will turn into an ocean, when it's time the water will leave

I will never rust, only grow into gold
I will never rust, only grow into gold

I'm an emotional wreck, but what the heck do I expect?
My mental is mutated but it's set for something greater so my thoughts can rest
But they infest for what seems to be for the sake of harm but they want me to see
What's on the other side of that wall of my brain
Now I sympathize with words like migraine
I see it all through the window pane
I glide through the water like hydroplanes
There's a crack in the windowsill, I watch the feelings leak as they start to drain
With time it then ingrains on the ceiling and the ground that keep me sane, but
On the meantime I hide underground, but you gotta let the pressure mold the pain

I will never rust, only grow into gold
I will never rust, only grow into gold
I will never rust, only grow into gold
I will never rust, only grow into gold

Grow into gold, grow into gold
Grow into gold, grow into gold

I'm the type of person that goes in a room
Closes the door then turns off all the lights
I don't even need no sunshine rise
'Cause I already got window eyes
Glare from the light, held by the panes
My mind shouldn't rust just because it rains
I don't even need no sunshine rise
'Cause I already got window eyes
I'm the type of person that goes in a room
Closes the door then turns off all the lights
I don't even need no sunshine rise
'Cause I already got window eyes
Glare from the light, held by the panes
My mind shouldn't rust just because it rains
I don't even need no sunshine rise
'Cause I already got window eyes
I'm the type of person that goes in a room
Closes the door then turns off all the lights
I don't even need no sunshine rise
'Cause I already got window eyes
Glare from the light, held by the panes
My mind shouldn't rust just because it rains
I don't even need no sunshine rise
'Cause I already got window eyes