adiondenton - do you hear that im trying Lyrics

Are you still here (f*ck)
I told you to go
Are you deaf (shit)
Don't come back (shit)
It'd be easier if they just kill me (phew phew)

(kill me)

I made this song over a hundred f*cking times
And now I can't shut my eyes
I'm suffering from the limelight
In my prime time
The night's right for a lifeline
But I won't reach for the hand
Less than a man to stand And listen to my ramblings
You might just like bitch
Call them bitches
Cause my polar ends up flipping like a light switch
I might seem sweet, message sent, quick, delete
My vision blurry
But eyes can see the writing in the sand
Says the man, wants a white knight please
Stay at 11 (James)
We slurp on iceys (wait)
Blue raspberry in your eyes Suits your soul quite nicely (please don't go)
But I'm stuck in the past (stay with me)
And I can't believe you won't come back to bite me (don't leave me alone)
Psyche (I didn't mean what I said)
Psyche (James)
Psyche (Tell me I'm going home)

Tell me I'm not gonna die

I guess the hospital's making a nice profit on me
They wanna keep me alive

(kill me)

Come back, I can't live within my hands
I'm bad you can't seem to understand
My delusions reflect it, make it look rather grand
In my psyche, rather nicely, I've been alone
In my psyche, rather precisely
I've been marking up your tone

Bout

All the things I don't like
All the things I do like
Are about myself
Self-made coffin
I'm dropping in
I hope I take my wealth with me
I'm too cool to even get me in my school
When the feeling hit me
That I'm different, rather intently, ah

Running down the street
F*ck a purpose to see
What inside
I'd rather be inside
Equals my personality
But I'm stuck in my ideas
Except without any originality
Elevated in my position
Stand attention as a principality

I'm kind of sick
At this shit I spit
Acid in a lick
Eye open when it hits
My lesson sound a fit
I'm copying your tics
My love laced with a trick
The person inside is split

My love laced with a trick
The person inside is split
I'm copying your tics

This next verse though
Put him in a hearse though
In my mind I'm cutthroat
That it made her cut, bro
At least that's what she said
Message sent turned blue to red
All the things you said
I tried to hold her head above the tides
All me inside
Lost with the brine
I tried to hold her head
I tried to call her mine
I tried to hold her head
I couldn't quell her mind
I tried to hold her head
I lost me that night

(kill me)