Adam Wilson - violet Lyrics

I met you in the hospital
Please give me medicine, let me go
Hey baby, what's your drug of choice?
I haven't found it yet

But I know it's not my voice
(Too quiet)
I don't even make a noise
(Too high)
But he don't wanna play with me
(Too violent)
Bitch all this shit is make believe

And I got posters on my wall
And almost everybody dead
I stay in company of ghosts
They playing pieces in my head

It seems I get like this the most
Got bigger dreams inside my skull
And it's no wonder I don't sleep
Got coffee ground up in my teeth

Okay, uh
And now she only smokes with me
Okay, uh
And now she only f*cks with me
Okay uh,
We rolled a spliff that's just for fun
Okay uh,
She treat me like she wanna f*ck

I turn my head and then she's gone
I take this one it's not enough
I'm leaking, think I'm bleeding out
It's from this hole inside my heart

Been just a week but it's a start
Cause that shit tearin us apart
I've never felt like this before
Still can't remember where I parked
So can you take me for a ride?
Maybe I can catch the bus
Can I borrow all your money?
Cause what I got won't take me far enough

But I know it's not my voice
(Too quiet)
I don't even make a noise
(Too high)
But he don't wanna play with me
(Too violent)
Bitch all this shit is make believe