Adam Oh - Paranoid (feat. Nick Bonin) Lyrics

Uh-oh, I'm paranoid
Uh-oh, you leave me no choice
Can't fill my void, nah
(Ayo Tetris)

Uh-oh, can't fill my void
Each sip is poison when you're paranoid
Can't stand the way I feel
The closer that I get it's more surreal
I don't do no conversation, my serotonin on extended vacation
So I can't smile, and I won't try
Baby I'ma die tryna fix what's wrong inside my mind

Pick your sorry self up
Yeah that's what they tell us
Me myself and I don't get along we always jealous
Me want all the money
Myself want all the fame, but
I just want somebody who can save me up from the pain
Stow away my vices
Man whose made of sacrifices
I don't get no satisfaction til I'm on all of y'all devices (Mm)
No that didn't sound righteous
But like what's the point in tryna fight this
When I drop another single I'm like
Oh I think they like this baby
Shooting for the stars, so my head in outer space
If I miss my shot, I'll be easily replaced
Life is just a game, but I'm tortured by the pace
If you don't see my vision best be getting out of my way (Oh no)

Uh-oh, can't fill my void (Can't fill my void)
Each sip is poison when you're paranoid
Can't stand the way I feel
The closer that I get it's more surreal
I don't do no conversation (Nah)
My serotonin on extended vacation
So I can't smile, and I won't try
Baby I'ma die tryna fix what's wrong inside my mind

I stay up late, drinkin' poppin' til I'm floating
She say she wanna help me but she's nothing like this potion
I'm f*ckin' paranoid cause all these girls just left me broken
You really wanna help me or just want something from Bonin?
Take a pill at night, yes you're feeling right
I'm too scared to give trust away
I can tell everything by the look on your face
Hanging off the edge you go and pull me up a knot
F*ckin' take another drink let's take this moment up a notch
I'm drowning in all of these bottles and fears
It's so hard for me to tell what is sincere
I'm clutching my vices and demons so tight
I'm paranoid I hope my mind will be alright

Uh-oh, can't fill my void (Can't fill my void)
Each sip is poison when you're paranoid
Can't stand the way I feel
The closer that I get it's more surreal
I don't do no conversation (Nah)
My serotonin on extended vacation
So I can't smile, and I won't try
Baby I'ma die tryna fix what's wrong inside my mind