Adalei - Call it Suicide Lyrics

I have this dream I dream
We're sitting side by side
Talking and laughing
Watching the water rise
Then this man he appears
With a cloak and no head
Offers you a pretty penny
If I wind up dead
So I don't scream
When I hit the water
And I don't try
When I'm sinking under
Cause I'm too tired
To watch you cry
So let's just call this suicide
Tuesday I woke up in a sweat
To see your body on the floor
Pressed my hands against your chest
More for my heart than yours
And on my eighth count of eight
I watched your colors turn blue
I made a deal with the devil
He can have me not you
So I don't scream
When I feel the fire
And I don't try
Now I'm so far under
Cause I'm too tired
To watch you die
So take my life
Call it suicide
And you swallowed the sun
And you eclipsed the sky
And you taught me to live
Then made sure I died
So I don't scream
When I feel the water
And I don't try
Now I'm so far under
Cause I'm too tired
Too tired, too tired
To start to cry
So here's my life
Call it suicide