ACT[ua]L - Waking Up (Upside Down) Lyrics

The walls are breathing,
They ebb and flow,
And whisper tales,
Of long ago.

Waking day, passes night
And night back again
Of the corner of my eyes
I spy the dark man.

My mind now breaking,
My conscious free.
My memory shaken,
No longer me

These Void black flashes
This Complete abyss,
These now burden
My happiness

So memories now fade,
My Emotions now will bade,
My Mind is now unmade,
But I remain.

Gone is the past,
I live only for now.
My future uncertain,
My life is upside down

'Cause I will never know,
If I'm living or dead,
If I'm f*cked in the head,
Or asleep in my bed,

Maybe I'm better off dead?
Who knows, not me.
One day I'll commit,
And then I'll be free

Till that day doth come,
And darkness turn bright.
I will run from the shadows,
Safe in your light.