No More Video (MV)

Ah
Yeah
There's no light at the end of the tunnel
There's just a wall that won't f*cking crumble
Damn, that's what I get for always being humble
At least I got my music and fun, let's rumble
Man I'm so bad, my damn rap tracks make me mad
I'm trapped inside my head, it ain't rad, I get shanked
My conscious tries to kill me fam, that's so sad
What the hell, I don't f*cking know who the f*ck I am
Rap after rap I gain a little bit of respect
Even though I act like a twat, damn I'm so wack
Got back stabbed as a thanks for being a friend
Help, I'm being f*cking murdered, this will be my end
What the hell is wrong with me? I'm not free
Hope is always there, smashing my motherf*cking knee
Lurking in the darkness of my heart it breathes
It lives like a parasite inside of me, ah jeez
No more, please no more
I'm down, I'm lost, I won't
No hope, no more, I ain't dope
My hope is gone, gone is my hope
No more, please no more
It lives inside my frontal lobe
It tries to suffocate me, I'm getting choked
By my own self, harsh and cold
Sometimes I feel like I'm being controlled
Choked like a dope, F*ck that shit, hell no
No one can help me, I'm always on my own
I put on a show to hide my actual goals
I try to be myself, put my pride on a shelf
F*ck my shy self, tried containing it since I was twelve
I have something f*cking hostile inside of me
It takes over sometimes, and it won't let me be
Shit I don't even know what is going on
The beast f*cking won, I won zero, none
I try to take back control but I can't
It's way stronger than me, and so I ran
Cornered I try to fight back, can't tell, so I yell
Can't win, get pulled back into my own f*cking hell
Inside my head there is an evil crazy fair
Full of monsters, they be creepin' in their lair
No more, please no more
I'm down, I'm lost, I won't
No hope, no more, I ain't dope
My hope is gone, gone is my hope
No more, please no more
It lives inside my frontal lobe
It tries to suffocate me, I'm getting choked
By my own self, harsh and cold
They are back at it again, I'm going crazy
I don't know what to say, that's so f*cking shady
I'm changing, slowly I'm f*cking suffocating
I'm being drowned while they are f*cking video-taping
I'm being f*cked, my self-esteem takes hits
I'm trying to be real, but my shit's not lit
I know sometimes I act like a bitch, f*ck that shit
I'm not myself anymore, I'm so dead inside my crib
Slowly I'm bleeding out, can't open my mouth
Can't scream for motherf*cking help, though I need it now
My self-esteem is down, I'm no longer proud
Everything's gone, I'm silent, but inside I'm loud
I'm screaming yet no god damn sound comes out
I'm being f*cking gutted like a motherf*cking trout
I'm attacking, because I don't know what to do
Like a f*cking fool I fight back, it kills my mood
No more, please no more
I'm down, I'm lost, I won't
No hope, no more, I ain't dope
My hope is gone, gone is my hope
No more, please no more
It lives inside my frontal lobe
It tries to suffocate me, I'm getting choked
By my own self, harsh and cold
No more, please no more
I'm down, I'm lost, I won't
No hope, no more, I ain't dope
My hope is gone, gone is my hope
No more, please no more
It lives inside my frontal lobe
It tries to suffocate me, I'm getting choked
By my own self, harsh and cold