I Don't Know Video (MV)

I am lost in my head, oh damn that's bad
Matter of fact, I'm 'bout to get my next paycheck
Why do I tell you this? I honestly don't know
There are things I don't understand, I'm so low
So I got this job, right? Pass a subway and drop by
Now I'm a regular and just want to say hi
Though for reasons I'm shy, don't know why
Such nice people, but this pussy bitch didn't even try
I love learning, earning my worth is what I'm yearning
Yet I'm always burned out, see a turn and try turning
Crash into a wall, get frustrated and be lurking
Don't know why, but sometimes this shit is concerning
The simplest things in life can be quite sick
For me the easy is hard and hard is my dick
Rhymes just fly into my head, yet they're wack
Don't know half of them so I give them a check
I don't know - woah woah
Let me go - no
Sad and low - can't get you
Try to show - but can't show what I don't know, damn that's dope
Everyone's got a life, but what the f*ck is mine?
It's time, yet my life's still shite, I'm not fine
Always try, but it seems as if I can't get by
Sit here getting fried as I'm running out of time
Tell me a joke, I need a motherf*cking laugh
Making me smile ain't cuttin' it, it ain't enough
I be sellin' my soul to the devil, I'm so shambled
I want to amp up my tracks and not get trampled
I want people to hear my songs, see where I belong
No longer prolong, gotta find my place, so long
See you when I'm back to my full strength once again
And show all these people who the f*ck I am
No need for me to hold back any longer, let's go
I'm on a roll, and I spit rhymes so f*cking dope, yo
Even though I f*cking don't know who's a woe
Who's a foe, maybe I'll find out after I quit this show
I don't know - woah woah
Let me go - no
Sad and low - can't get you
Try to show - but can't show what I don't know, damn that's dope
Taking no risk and get f*cking tossed
'Cuz I'm afraid I'll forget everyone I lost
Sometimes it feels like I'm near, don't shed a tear
I'll see them one day somewhere elsewhere than here
I wonder what my past friends are doing
Would they be cheering when I rap or be booing?
I bet they'd think that I be f*cking fooling
This thought is chewing on my nerves, they need cooling
See, I know I'm one angry motherf*cker, I get it
You made me, but I let it, I say a lot nigga and faggot
I say some f*cked up shit on purpose to piss you off
Because this is what I want while I chill in my loft
Everyone looked down on me, now I'm free
I hated profanity, life wasn't debris
You see, I was never real, fake face hiding feels
It broke me, my frustration won and I made a deal
I don't know - woah woah
Let me go - no
Sad and low - can't get you
Try to show - but can't show what I don't know, damn that's dope
I don't know - woah woah
Let me go - no
Sad and low - can't get you
Try to show - but can't show what I don't know, damn that's dope