Aced & FinesseGod - Medicine Lyrics

Pick it up, pick it all up, and start again
You've got a second chance, you could go home
Escape it all, it's just irrelevant
It's just medicine

I woke up feeling so shook
Is something wrong with me because I can barely move
My eyes are fixated at the empty ceilings up and above
They are blank and I can't even feel myself because I feel numb
And paralyzed like I'm hypnotized

This feeling of anger and sadness
Boiling up inside of me like an infinite gush of madness
Slowing turning me insane, made me wanna crack the window pane
And jump out from the building, free fall to freedom so that I can escape

I feel so exhausted
Was it because of you or was it because of me believing in you
Loving you like there's no limits to the skies, no boundaries to the ocean
Like I can reach the edge of the universe just by holding your hand
But I know that ain't true, I'm just avoiding the truth

And now it's got me trapped and chained
I need an antidote for this mess, to cure my sickness of addiction to you
Break me free from this illusion as I struggle to breathe
Gasping for air, for that non-existing medicine

Pick it up, pick it all up, and start again
You've got a second chance, you could go home
Escape it all, it's just irrelevant
It's just medicine

It's been an uphill ride
And I know that we promised to never part even if we die
And I know that I told you that I will stay with you through thick and thin
And I know I should've just told you that none of the promises were real
It's just another meaningless thing

You can never see my tears or hear my cries
You can never feel the pain that I endured deep inside
Hell you can't even turn your head back to find out and realize
What you did was a sin and it destroyed the perfect paradise

And here I'm standing, trying to salvage what was left of the memories
Pieces of my heart already broken beyond the repair of sanity
It seems like an eternal eclipse has shrouded my life
Just like what you did to defile my mind

Now I'm the only one left standing
Last man weeping, no one holding my hands no more
As I stare into the darkness beyond, I had to fight on
To keep myself alive, to leave you behind for that cure, that peace-bringing medicine

You can still be what you want to, what you said you were, when I met you
You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain, but it's disintegrating
From all the medicine...