It's gon be straight forward
One take
Yeah, yeah
Asking God why there's so many distractions
Love, pain, and caskets
My girl lead me into this world
I'm in a panic
Cause love's supposed bring only positive energy
But the hate I got for myself outweighing the pain it brings
I'm afraid to leave so I don't see that happening soon
So like I'm Stevie Wonder, I don't see what happiness do
When you got love for a girl who just said she love you back
It's just feeling like a dream and you gon wake up from your nap
So I'm stressing
Already had depression
So demons multiply by times 7 like the reverend
And this ain't no confession but Lord, please forgive me
For every single suicidal thought that's within me
I'm drowning my kidneys
But nothing bring me happiness
That last until the next day, that's when I'm meeting Lazereth
I can see my future and the path that this bring me towards
When I die, God gon tell me pain is all I see in your
Happiness
Yeah, yeah
You see
Happiness is a broken concept
You don't achieve happiness
It's just something that comes and goes you know
You can be having the shittiest day of your life and not even know it until like later on
When you look back, you know
Or like what happens to me all the time like
You could be having the best day of your life and like you just aren't with it at all that particular day
You know
And don't get it twisted like things can always f*ck up your happiness too outside of that but like
If you let that happen
Then at that point it's your fault
Or at least that's the way I see it
I wonder if this track gon bring me happiness as though it's a drug
I got anxiety and pain just through the fact that I'm loved
Because the moment someone tell me they gon ride with me
The moment I start second guessing if they ride with me
I'm skeptical of everything that's good cause this an evil place
I don't see the face of the devil
I seem to be free today
But give it a couple hours and let me be torn to shreds
I get confused if I be sleeping in a casket or a bed
Is it happiness
Yeah, yeah
Lack of happiness
Yeah, yeah
Lack of happiness