ACE the Child - Equivalent Lyrics

Cause after all the bullshit I've been through in the past couple of months
I'm feelin at top of the world right now
The lowest lows always result in the highest highs
And I'll be back down in that hole eventually
Eventually
Cause for now
Yeah
Yeah
Got out my feelings and bought my first whip
Been down in the trenches
I cried when my brother got sent into rehab but only I know when to quit
Addiction, I've been through worst shit
Bitch
Feeling exhausted, I feel there's a cost to all of this emotion but time doesnt fix it
The thoughts I got brewing inside of my head all because I kept falling in love with these bitches
To me, love's just a f*cking illusion
But nothing brings more pain than losing you, shit is confusing
You had a side at the same time
Felt like after you, that's the eighth time
(Damn)
Felt it everyday, said "I hate life"
Only thing that kept me from pulling the trigger was the fact that I was way too busy tryina make time
To make you love me back
Ain't that ironic
The lowest lows always result in the highest highs
And I'll be back down in that hole eventually
Eventually I will always fall in love
Again and again
Yeah
Ain't that ironic
Writing these sonnets and songs about us and this feeling I got, it's called love
(F*ck)
But this time it feels a little different cause I can't stop feeling this way about us
Trust
She broke that shit
She's know that shit
I wish I never known that bitch
I fold that shit
She done broke my heart
Still beat, 'Wet dreams' J Cole'd that bitch
That's my ex
I done found me a better queen
10 times that love, nothing better, she's-
10 times of a drug, methamphetamine
I done- I done found me a better lean
Yeah, I'm sipping
(Sipping)
Every single night, need my fixing
(Fi-Fixing)
Shit, boy, you can never see my visions, they too vivid
Shit I've dealt with turned digits
I'm gone
The lowest lows always result in the highest highs
And with your love
It's the highest I've ever been
And I can't get enough