AC Breeze - Three Letters Lyrics

It's not a phase, its timbering down
I can't erase our memories now
But I know that this, will never be what I want it to
And everything I miss, will eat me alive I never followed through
The scenarios in my head (my head)
Leaving me restless in bed (in bed)
Too many ifs, not enough dids
Not enough actions, stop saying wish

With every cigarette that I burn
Ashes to the rim, overflow my urn
But I just know, that we won't get better
When I'm on my own, that's when I can't forget her
With every night that I toss and turn
Am I losing the fight cause my mind's not heard
When I finally find myself with those three letters
I wanna confess but I don't wanna regret her

If, I leave
Will she care, will she care
I'm tryna weave
A reason for prayer, a reason for prayer

I know, that she
Thinks I'm foolish, but I (but I)
Don't see loyalty as a flaw
She goes, to me
Says I'm blueish, but why (but why)
The truth would've left her in awe (oh oh)
If I could be honest for a second I would
If the words in my mouth wouldn't be misunderstood
If I wasn't number two, then I think I'd be good
But I know the outcome wouldn't leave me assured

With every cigarette that I burn
Ashes to the rim, overflow my urn
But I just know, that we won't get better
When I'm on my own, that's when I can't forget her
With every night that I toss and turn
Am I losing the fight cause my mind's not heard
When I finally find myself with those three letters
I wanna confess but I don't wanna regret her
With every cigarette that I burn
Ashes to the rim, overflow my urn
I know, we won't get better
On my own, that's when I can't forget her
Every night that I toss and turn
I'm losing the fight cause my mind's not heard
I finally find myself with those three letters
Wanna confess but I don't wanna regret her