Absorbingpersona - Jester Lyrics

Tears of gold, you can cry
It'll never be enough
Oh no you're saying too much
Testing tricks with the distance in your eyes
Replaying the way, you told me her name
Accidentally saying that you loved her
Wasn't enough Why am I not? What does she got? What does she?
Posing, a picture perfect giver
Trigger hoping to get any clearer
Carried so many people, somehow my back not broke
Every time I become a bigger joke
Turning past all our problems
You and I always say we solve em
Bury deep so no one can see
Changing stories to fit our narrative
Put down my name right on the list
Of people who never speak yet wish they did
Let you off the hook so many times
Even joined you with the lies
Wasn't enough Why am I not? What does she got? What does she?
Posing, a picture perfect giver
Trigger hoping to get any clearer
Carried so many people, somehow my back not broke
Every time I become a bigger joke
You've made your stance clear
A joke is a joke and I love you dear
Cherishing you til I can't breathe
Since you're so good to me