The signs were always there
Sensing the edges
Couldn't separate love from hate
My body feels absolutely numb
Trial and error about what's triggers me
Don't like the answer what to do
Patterns are show from zero
Narcissistic soul
Feelings absorbed to none
Cold stone I am
The Parents could not see
But I showed them
Could not help my self
Not really know what I felt
Some kind of relief
When I pierced them countlessly
Love created a thick fog
Blood give a temporally warm
Not expected this mess
How to clean up
Faking my emotions to blend in
Feeling like jackal and hide
Used my search engine
Condemned for digital friends online
What they felt, I like to feel
Try to convert that energy into me
A cannibalistic solution felt right
Raw or cooked it both good by me
The Parents could not see
But I showed them
Could not help my self
Not really know what I felt
Killed
Sliced
Grind
Prepared
Comfort food