Abigail Neilson - My Heartbreaker Lyrics

I've been sleeping with my makeup on
Couldn't be bothered just to take it off
But I haven't been sleeping from dusk to dawn
No, I've been lying awake
Thinking about how in the end
I trusted every single word you said
Now I can't even get out of bed
No, I've been lying awake
How did you make me feel so alright
And how did I not read the signs
I just wanted you to want me
You just wanted me to need you
And no I won't chase
But I wish I could erase
My heartbreaker
I don't wanna take the pain
But you don't wanna drown in the taste
Of swallowing your pride
You'd rather leave a divide
You're a proud heartbreaker
The only thing that's left me confused
Is why you go around and pick and choose
Who you wanna go play and use
Then crumple up and throw them away
I always thought that I could prove you wrong
But I've been going through every withdrawal
It took so long for me to write this song
And for me to feel okay
I'm sipping on a heart that's cold as ice
So ever since you've left
I've told myself at night
I just wanted you to want me
You just wanted me to need you
And no I won't chase
But I wish I could erase
My heartbreaker
I don't wanna take the pain
But you don't wanna drown in the taste
Of swallowing your pride
You'd rather leave a divide
You're a proud heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
I just wanted you to want me
You just wanted me to need you
And no I won't chase
But I wish I could erase
My heartbreaker
I don't wanna take the pain
But you don't wanna drown in the taste
Of swallowing your pride
You'd rather leave a divide
You're a proud heartbreaker