ABELA - Lost Lyrics

I was lost
Like everyone else
Had to find something new
To get it out
To not know
What you want
But to still tryna go
Figure it out
Life sucks
My thoughts are out
My brain is on a vacation
My head hurts
My feelings are gone
My body feels like someone else's
So can you help me out
I don't wanna do this anymore
I just feel like I'm crazy
So can you make it stop
I wanna go away
Wanna go where everything's better
'Cause it's not me
But you see but you see
I try hard
Not to be not to be
So lost
This is my agony
Oh oh oh oh oh
I came back
More like me
For the first time ever
I could see
What I want
And what I need
Now I'm mature enough
To see what you see
So can you help me out
I don't wanna do this anymore
I just feel like I'm crazy
So can you make it stop
I wanna go away
Wanna go where everything's better
'Cause it's not me
But you see but you see
I try hard
Not to be not to be
So lost
This is my agony
Oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh
My time will come
I will get there
The only one who decides is me
The only one who decides is me
Your time will come
You will get there
The only one who decides is you
The only one who decides is you
The only one who decides
'Cause it's not me
But you see but you see
I try hard
Not to be not to be
So lost
This is my agony
Oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
I try hard I try hard
I try hard
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh