My body's heavy
My legs can't hold me anymore
I'm sick of trying to be strong when I am weak
I've got one foot out the door
Like blood, the ink flows
In a language I don't know
It's something my mind needs
There's a thief in the night
So bolt up your doors tight
'Cause everything needs to feed
The smoke is filling up the room
And I am not leaving soon
My limbs are lead, I'm seeing red
And I don't want to start again
My insides are cold
Made of blood and bone
I don't want to feel this again
When will I stop pining over things out of reach
Things that burn my skin
There's fire in your lungs
And when it's all done
Smoke comes out your mouth
Your fire's so small
Guarded from everyone
But easy to snuff out
The smoke is filling up the room
And I am not leaving soon
My limbs are lead, I'm seeing red
And I don't want to start again