As I dozed off; she's asking me to talk to her
I walked around her. and over here in my brain
Saying nothing but breaths in and in out
Looking over us as she brushes her tender fingers across my hair down to my face
With A quiet whisper to my ear, she says goodnight
I stay up watching understanding
Admiring. Calm nature of a distraction like love
Convincing, chemical-infused neurons
I can't help but love
Though no love comes unnoticed as false
The truth reveals paranoia
I love walking and talking
F*ck the destination
The infinite loops of identical blocks and conversation
Serve beauty and a different type of serenity
Conversations otherwise had in private
Are sung against city street and its beautiful melodies
Quite nice
Why don't we
Just watch some films
Drink some tea
And smoke e a joint or two
My existence is like a train wreck
Loud, dramatic, fast, violent
Put against a score and slowed down
A cinematic twist to it
Dark beautiful eye soaring
I need some confidence
Being along for so long
Has taught me a few things
I need to show them
How beautiful it can be
All the little things we can't see