When It started
It started with white lights
And when you let me down
It started with pain
I see oceans rising
Up above my eyes
And when you let me down
I fall with the rain
I don't think I've thought this whole thing through
Try to lie my out 'cause that's what I do
Kinda funny that I learned that shit from you
I'm a liar
But I really wouldn't mind if you disappeared
And I don't hear your name another 20 years
You better start to understand you ain't got children here
We move higher
Ain't it funny when my heart stopped
No-one could find you the door to the house locked
The windows boarded up 'cause you ran away
Don't try to explain don't matter what you say
I used to think that I was missing out
I used to think I wanted you around
I used to think maybe you could grow up
Or at least put aside all this bullshit and show up
I don't think I've thought this whole thing through
Try to lie my out 'cause that's what I do
Kinda funny that I learned that shit from you
I'm a liar
But I really wouldn't mind if you disappeared
And I don't hear your name another 20 years
You better start to understand you ain't got children here
We move higher
When you hear this on I hope you'll understand
That I'm not doing fine but I do what I can
I don't think I've thought this whole thing through
Try to lie my out 'cause that's what I do
Kinda funny that I learned that shit from you
I'm a liar
But I really wouldn't mind if you disappeared
And I don't hear your name another 20 years
You better start to understand you ain't got children here
We move higher
I'm sick of all of these lies