Unstable Video (MV)

You said I was enough
Your heart it lacked the love
But the parties over now
The ashes on the table
I would've took you back
But my bodies all but able
You turned me to the drugs
But now the lights are dim and I'm
Unstable
I got the scripts, my life is a movie
Poppin' on anything, she can't get through to me
People they say that they care this is foolery
Stabbed in the back all the time shits not cool to me
I got the drugs I put them in my body
Only do downers don't f*ck with no Molly
When i'm too anxious feel she doesn't want me
I'm such a mess will I die soon like prolly
Yeah
All of these pills that i'm taking
80 a week that's no faking
Can't even hear what you're saying
No i'm not playing
My heart is breaking
My lungs are aching
Shit can be lame but at least I'm not basic
Cuts on my skin cuz u know that I'll take it
Hurts every time but you know i won't say it
Lately I been feeling so unstable
I'm hiding away drugs on the table
Life is killing me and i'm not able
But I can't die cuz my cheat codes enabled
You said I was enough
Your heart it lacked the love
But the parties over now
The ashes on the table
I would've took you back
But my bodies all but able
You turned me to the drugs
But now the lights are dim and I'm
Unstable
The red light clouds my vision
You stuck that knife up in my chest
You made like 10 incisions
I loved you 'til you did a runner
I can't remember Summer
'Cause all I did was get drunk off that liquor
And f*ck some girls I didn't care about
I think we should meet girl
I think we should air it out
And my brains got awful tired and it's 'wearin out
It's raindrops on my window and I'm staring out
Your shadows under street lamps
And the hole you left here deepens
But I wasn't up for sharing
Or just seeing you on weekends
But if you ever grow up girl
You won't see me and that don't depend