The way you apologized
It came straight from the heart
I thought it was all a lie
So I kept you in the dark
All that's left is a lullaby
Never got to say goodbye
So I guess I apologize
For never speaking my mind
Not sure what's gonna happen next
Looks like there's nothing left
From what we had before
But how the hell could I tell
I've had this tunnel vision for so long
I don't even answer calls from my mom
I'm not as strong as I thought I was
And it's not like this is anonymous
No , I'm doin it the right way this time
And I'm still stayin' up past midnight
But the energy flows and it's like
Super heavy but the music makes the weight light
Like when you're taking your boots off
After working in the mud
Or like when you're putting your clothes on
After f*cking someone you don't love
The way you apologized
It came straight from the heart
I thought it was all a lie
So I kept you in the dark
All that's left is a lullaby
Never got to say goodbye
So I guess I apologize
For never speaking my mind