I refuse to live my life in the f*cking ground
I swear one thing could make me end this all
With silence and suffering
I hide the truth from you
I call this painkilling you call it self-sabotage
Now I'm lying and asking for help
I put my walls up high when we shared our first eye to eye moment
It was only then that I saw a world inviting me in
To make a home and a safe place to be
Strong enough to raise a family
Forever