Left me when I needed you most
Telling me I'm manipulative for only being honest with you
I stayed in the dark whilst you
Rubbed the light in my face
Rubbed the light in my face
Think upon your actions
Cut between the noises
Don't you ever f*cking tell me I'm wrong
You are everything that I despise
I speak from the ones who always cared when people left
Beat me to the ground and if you're lucky you'll see me get up
I rely on myself because there is no one that can stop me
You will pay for all these careless murders
Mother
(Did you ever think I'd leave)
Do I make you f*cking proud yet
So tell me Mother
(Did you ever see me bleed)
Or are you just wasting your time on my regrets
I don't care what you think I can be
(Stay away)
Stay away with your empathy
I speak from the ones who always cared when people left
Beat me to the ground and if you're lucky you'll see me get up
I rely on myself because there is no one that can stop me
Always be the better person than you
Preventing me from going to hell
But little did you know I was already
Already f*cking there
Preventing me from my potential self
I fell so hard to everything you never wanted
I don't want to make you think high of me
It was asking too much
To the point I self destruct
I hope one day you realise
You raised a son without a mirrored face
I want you to rot in the ground
(With)
The secrets you hide
Everyday I grow stronger
Everyday gets clearer
I am
The water to your fire
Mother
(Please just leave me here)
If you're f*cking here now then get out
Stay away from me
(Stay away from me)
Your morals are gone
Your presence is gone
And you are on your own