A State of Being - Dream So Dark Lyrics

I'm frozen in mind again
When will it end
Paralyzed but want to move
So I take a step
Feed me adrenaline
Course through my veins
This form of ecstasy
Isn't what I need

So I close my eyes and let it take me

A dream so dark I hate to admit
And as the waves come crashing in
I try to catch my breath but
The water rises I'm suffocating
I try to yell but no one's around
But then I'm pulled back down
Into oblivion
I scream for someone to
Carry me through hell

I am the sickness you try
To run away from
I am the violence
Try to shield your eyes
I am the kindness
You see but neglect
I am one of a kind
That hope you try to find

So I close my eyes and let it take me

A dream so dark I hate to admit
And as the waves come crashing in
I try to catch my breath but
The water rises I'm suffocating
I try to yell but no one's around
But then I'm pulled back down
Into oblivion
I scream for someone to
Carry me through hell