A Sitting Lamb - Spiritual Warfare Lyrics

Dear God please listen
It's important
I need to know if you're real
If its really you talking
Or if I'm just going crazy
Cause those Tarot readers really confused me
Those saying I can manifest anything by myself really confused me
They say look to the stars, go read your sign
They say
Ask the universe, the universe will do it
But didn't you create the universe?
I think it was you that woke me up today
Was it you that woke us up today?
Can I see you to really believe you?
Or a miracle so they won't say "he's deceived you"
I want to believe and I don't want to be wrong
I want the truth and I want to hold on
I love you, I want to hold on
If you're real, I thank you for this life
If you show me you're real, then I won't think twice
Maybe you've shown me you're real many many times
But when it wasn't in a certain way I'd forget the next day
You've brought me far so so far
And they say you wouldn't bring me this far just to leave me
Maybe I'm close
Closer than ever
And maybe thats why I'm doubting and fearing more than ever
I know doubt and fear Isn't from you
Thats why I'll put my trust and just say thank you
No more questions only silence while following the guidance
Thank you God for all that you do
You saved me
You are amazing
You are the greatest
Thank you