A Shiba - Selah Lyrics

Constantly listening to depressing music
All the anxiety pills make me feel sick
Feel like I've never been happy before, nor will I be again
Days go by... no sign of an end
Wish I could be murdered
So I wouldn't have to do it myself
My friends will feel anger
Instead of remorse and regret
When I starve myself to death
I feel the pain, I deserve it
When I think about the future
Life's not worth it
I don't think I'm
Ever gonna eat again
Wishin' I never met you so you wouldn't be sad
When I pass
Wishin' you outta my life
Not from dislike, but 'cause I love you a lot
And if we don't work out, that really scares me
Just the thought
And now that you're gone
Well
I'm constantly on the verge of another
Panic attack
Having to plan my schedule
Based around that
I want change, but I fear it
I want everything the same, but I hate it
And now you're gone, oh God
Now you've gone
Voy a sentir mejor, en Selah
Voy a sentir bien, cuando pasara
Sentire mejor, en Selah
Yo, sentire mejor, cuando pasara
Invite me to your sister's wedding
And your dad's funeral