When Dying Brings Comfort Video (MV)

One time, lets start this again
Were you happy? i know you could have been
If i tried a little harder
Been a little smarter
Would it still have come to an end?
But i'm running right back to her again

Sometimes i sit and wonder why
I ever met her and the reason these thoughts go through my mind
Was she here to save me from becoming something i am now
But that i never wanted to be?
But i'm running right back to her again

Just like every night in my head, i see you
I know you did exactly as i did
Alone and excited but we panicked in the end
Like a flash before it's dark
I fired and missed my mark
By the size of the scar i knew it hit my heart
I never thought it hit so hard

I never wanted to scream until my lungs burn
I never wanted to die but it brings comfort
The thought of you leaving now leaves me questioning how
I'd throw it all away if it would make you stay

One time, lets start this again
Were you happy? i hope you could have been