A Martyrs Dilemma - What Bares Beneath The Dirt Lyrics

It's sink or swim
In the flood we cried
It's do or die
When Life And Deaths Paths Collide
You always f*cking do this to me
Loving you is like a bullet sitting in the chamber
Waiting for you to pull the trigger Drowning within every sin
Wishing I could pull the pin
The Abuse I took is your lie
So we'll keep it Buried beneath the skin
Is it all a test?
For the will to survive
Are there signs of life
Through your motherly tattered pride?
Through broken glass and smoke
Is your life more than just a f*cking lie?
You wanna show me
What's on the other side
You wanna show me
How to find peace
Through a sudden sky
You wanna show me How to find God
Behind a knife
Can you still fill the hole with the pieces
Of the ones you left behind
Oh, Mother
Why don't you come and comfort me
Oh, Mother-
F*cker
Rejection, the home I was raised in
Pushing me towards fate
Neglect was the river that you let me drown in
The edge of collapse
You love to see me fall
You wanna show me
What's on the other side
You wanna show me
How to find peace
Through a sky on fire
You wanna show me How to find God
Behind a knife
Are you self aware
When you drown yourself
In a bottle of despair
Are you conscious behind your lies?
I needed you
To keep me warm
I f*cking needed you
When Hell froze over
I'm Chained to a life you left behind
Face down in the dirt and You were never there
Your ghost is what prepared my grave
My Ghost is what bares beneath the dirt