A Martyrs Dilemma - Reinventing Hatred Lyrics

Creator,
Why have I been shamed?
Holy Spirit, why have I been cursed
With this rage?
In the name of this unholy hell
All this f*cking time!
Who have I been praying too all this time?
Wasted and unforgiven
Timeless but not forgotten
Embellished and then destroyed
I begged to the father
So he'd erase my existence
I begged for your father
To blackout my flickering lights
Oh, Father
Thy kingdom come
Oh, Father
My kingdom come
Where is this f*cking god?
No family of mine
Will share the hunger with the ones
Who are not heaven from the inside
So where does that put me?
Acceptance or not
I won't be forced to join this coven of lies!
Damn this f*cking life!
I won't be forced to live alongside
These f*cking lies!
It's all about the money
It's all about the lies you sell
Seeking out empathy
For all Who don't see through your f*cking eyes!
What makes you so divine?
Another gold coin to flip in this Heavenly hell
Like It's do or die
Become a victim to this fantasy
Because your not afraid to die?!
God is a symbol of a divided world
No ugh f*cking NO!
Nothing kills the pain
Like a bullet
Coursing through your f*cking brain
Shut the f*ck up!
A bullet coursing through my brain
Would numb the pain!
My family will give up when I lose all my faith
So Damn this f*cking life!
I won't be forced to live with
These f*cking lies!
It's all about the money
It's all about what gets you by
It's Heaven or hell
Like It's do or die
It's Heaven or hell
Like It's do or die
Only Fear God
F*ck you
Goodbye
God painted my life's canvas
With a sky on fire
A sky on fire