Vertigo Video (MV)

Lately my memories
Are more enticing than reality
And these daydreams
Suck away my energy
Strip away my elegance
Find a way to breathe again
Break me down until you see
The withered pieces underneath
I try
To see the good in life
I try
Despite my clouded mind
I try
To find the worth in me
I try
But all I see is wasted time
What more could you ask of me?
Oh, let me paint the scene
Where every move I make breaks someone's heart
Oh, I'm stuck inside my ways
All these memories
Hold me down until I fall apart
Staring down another fork in the road
Do I stay complacent or choose to grow
I've run for so long to hide the pain
My time is up, I have to change
I try
To see the good in life
I try
Despite my clouded mind
I try
To find the worth in me
I try
But all I see is wasted time
What more could you ask of me?
Oh, let me paint the scene
Where every move I make breaks someone's heart
Oh, I'm stuck inside my ways
All these memories
Hold me down until I fall apart
Self disdain
Broken hearts
Truth forever kept in dark
The sun will rise
The sun will set
While we live inside our heads
There's so much that I've left unsaid
It rips me up, from within
Now I guess I'll let you know
Expose the weakness of my soul
I'm in love with what holds me down
Based on everything that I believe you'd think that nothing ever breaks me
But you'll see that
All the time consumed by vultures just like you
Has pushed me to the edge