Self discipline missing within my system
Consistently not persistent I'm sitting losing my vision
Cause every light is a victim to niggas without conviction
Fixated on flames flickering out
The future diming
I'm venting bout how i'm living in the shadow of decisions that diminished my potential assembled the woes i'm pimping
Addicted to being distance
To anything thats resembling
A path that could lead me to a healthy existence cause listen
We all know it's much easier to resign
It's easier to define
Myself by losing my shine
By how i'm falling behind,
By how i'm biding my time
By writing meaningless rhymes
By how I probably won't find
A reason I should decline
The reapers call on my line
By how i'm way too inclined
To never reach for my prime
To never seek what is mine
To never eat cause to dine
You must work for that food, so the plate is the proof that im probably dying
Destitute, thats the best I could do Cause I lack the motivation to genuinely pursue
Any ambition I might've had before I knew
Just how much a piece of shit I'd be at 22