Others say that when the rain falls
Then it f*cking pours
I don't really get it don't keep scores
I been looking for a long time at these walls
I been waiting for the break down to get caught
I don't wanna talk this shit anymore
I just wanna live life fast and be poor
I don't wanna live life right any, yeah
I just wanna take more shots and be, yeah
Got me feeling crazy
I don't live up
I feel like the havoc is keeping me stuck
This life got me feeling depressed and then nuts
I do not understand man I'm giving up
I feel like the one
I feel like I'm stuck
Matrix got me done
Matrix really got me
I don't wanna do this shit
Plenty many people got me falling
I can't really understand I keep the score then
I be talking to the reaper in the morning
Now they looking at at me and they feel important
I can't tell shit keep it imported
Keep all the things that I ain't never stored it's
Got me feeling crazy
I don't live up
I feel like the havoc is keeping me stuck
This life got me feeling depressed and then nuts
I do not understand man I'm giving up
I feel like the one
I feel like I'm stuck
Matrix got me done
Matrix really got me
I don't wanna do this shit so I take drugs
Now I take it to the face and the smoke to my lungs
Gone f*ckin' break
I don't really get it feel fake
Wanna lotta tats browning on my waist
Now I'm drowning in my ways
Tryna feel like King Slime Drizzy I ain't Drake
Motherf*ckers wanna do this shit till they break
I don't really get it swear that this ain't my case
I don't really take fear, but I'm on my way
I don't really taste it, but I feel afraid
I don't really get this, but I feel ablaze
When I take all the drugs then yeah I feel great
Got me feeling crazy
I don't live up
I feel like the havoc is keeping me stuck
This life got me feeling depressed and then nuts
I do not understand man I'm giving up
I feel like the one
I feel like I'm stuck
Matrix got me done
Matrix really got me
Gotta stop it man I really gotta change my ways
The love that's in my life been trying to explain
Couldn't understand the ways in which I'd cause her pain
Think I really hate myself, really need to change
Self pity yeah it's been f*cking with my brain
I'm tryna be a man not a simpleton deranged
Hope that I can make it hope that I change my ways
Otherwise this life gonna be the hardest phase
Got me feeling crazy
I don't live up
I feel like the havoc is keeping me stuck
This life got me feeling depressed and then nuts
I do not understand man I'm giving up
I feel like the one
I feel like I'm stuck
Matrix got me done
Matrix really got me