94_Till - Drop VI: DANCE WITH DEMONS Lyrics

Girl how I love you I can't love myself
Still I like the way she someone else
She talkin' while I'm talkin, no, she don't respect me
I know a couple opps, they all lookin' to wet me
If you not tellin' the truth, I'ma know instantly
Tryna murder thoughts I hold, cuz for me they're deadly, yeah
I thought I loved you, but I love myself
I sing with spirits, and somehow they help
Yeah, look at the light, I'm shinin' bright
Searchin' for ones that don't sleep in the night
Pray I don't fall, I'm reachin' new heights
She wanna taste, I give her a bite
Circles so small, I'm keepin' it tight
Why would you ask, you know it ain't right
Rather me dead, then see me cry
Trap or get bread, gotta know why
I wanted her, but she kissed someone else
It's the principle of things for me
I know you cannot teach loyalty
It ain't on me, babe, it's in me
Major facts, major facts
Less than halfway through
I could change your mood
I keep it G, I keep it player
But my goal ain't to play her
I don't care what you do
Girl, just don't be rude
If she creepin' on me, I'ma slay her
I'ma slay her
Girl, how you love me, you don't love yourself
I talk to angels when I take these pills
Whatever it takes to get over you
Even if that mean death
But if there's an afterlife
Then I'm still f*cked in the end
F*ck it, let the reaper sow me
Twenty-nine years later
And it feels like an eternity
Real one, stay by her side through maternity
Leave you, never me
Define it as maturity
I might hit em' with some wisdom
Don't give a f*ck where you came from
I'm Setting boundaries like borders
And they steady trying to infiltrate
You know I order delegate
Please keep up, can you concentrate
Don't panic when I unload
We ain't at the disco
So close the goddamn door
All these bodies on the damn floor
Yeah, yeah
I danced with demons in the depths of hell
Yeah
I was there when you had needed some help
Yeah
Can't count how many times I'd kill myself
Still chose you over everyone else