81rexx - MAMA Lyrics

Looking at life from the nosebleeds
All these lines got me so deep
No surprise that you want me
But I see through all the lies that you told me
Face it baby you don't love me
All you ever wanna do is stress and f*ck me
Til I realized that anybody would be lucky to have me
Made me ashamed that you ever had me

In my head while I'm tryna go to bed mama
It's 4 am and I'm tryna get some head mama
I'm lost too tossed catching waves where the boss
Can't stop cause it's never too much Vandross
She been bumping Biggie Shorty
Make her wet when I'm recording
But she say my voice annoying when I speak, aye
My emotions she was toying
I was blind just enjoying the attention she was steady showing me
I had tried to say it was because I was alone mama
But when I'm wit you I don't ever feel alone mama
Tried to say it was because I lost hope mama
But you always gave a nigga hope mama
But now I know it was cause I loved you
Rose tent on my lens and it was fun too
Till I realized you use to tell me lies
Now I gotta leave you in the dust too

Glad I found my worth cause how you acted was so wrong
Never thought I'd speak about it 'til I put it in a song
Tryna forget how you moans but they always turn me on
So I'm picking up my phone knowing I should leave you 'lone
But I say I'm checking up I'm tryna see bout what you on
After so long I'm in yo room dancing in yo gums
Pressure in my lungs
Devil on my tongue
Got you speaking in tongues
I'm just tryna come
Running to me cause how you do me I'm always running to you
Ain't seen you since the zoo zoo
I'm sipping on this grey goose
I'm tired of the fake you
I'm trying not to hate you
So you either wit me or against me it ain't no in between
Can't say f*ck a nigga then tell me you want me hitting on yo spleen
Wanna be treated like a king
By a woman that I need
Not a woman that's always bringing the bad out of me
I remember all the energy you dragged out of me

So you can go ahead delete and block my phone mama
Cause I ain't really messing wit your tone mama
You been playing wit my feelings for too long mama
Acting like I ain't the one that touched yo soul mama
When I was digging deep looking for some gold
Then I found out your heart was made of coal
Thought cause you was so pretty I'd discover something more
But I realized that everything that glitters isn't gold

Looking at life from the nosebleeds
All these lines got me so deep
No surprise that you want me
But I see through all the lies that you told me
Face it baby you don't love me
All you ever wanna do is stress and f*ck me
Til I realized that anybody would be lucky to have me
Made me ashamed that you ever had me

In my back you tried to stab me
Can't believe I still want you so badly
But I gotta leave you 'lone
My temptation make want but I won't
Finally got you up out my phone, oh
F*cking wit you in the city now I'm gone mama
Where you at is no longer my home mama
But I miss you cause you use to shake my bones mama
That's why it's hard for me to even leave you lone mama, yeah

Cause 81 been on a mission
Staying 'way from all the vixens
All his focus been on blowing up
Tryna get the provolone
Staying in another zone
Getting dome
Making bitches scream my name over the phone like
Told me her nigga hate me but she know all my songs like