810nano - Going Thru Sum Shit Lyrics

I be going thru some shit I ain't gone even lie
This shit be f*cking wit ma head it's killing me inside
Me and ma nigga arguing we was just getting high
He said some shit I didn't like and it f*cked wit ma pride
I told ma nigga he a hoe and he just ain't the same
But when I really think about it I'm the one that changed
Shit got me mad at the world cuz u don't kno ma pain
Getting into it wit all ma niggas
I'm the one the blame

I swear to god i don't kno I just can't get this shit right
If u ain't kno gotta let u kno that u ma nigga for life
I admit that I was wrong sometimes I thought I was right
But u don't kno how many demons in ma head that I fight
And you don't kno how many nights I used to wish I would die
Who would've thought I had thoughts about committing suicide
I ain't gone lie I'm really stressing u can see in ma eyes
Looked in the mirror and seen the devil and I said u a lie
When I be tripping for no reason that's the times that he got me
All this pain making me evil it take ova ma body
Ain't got no screw they all loose so when I spazz u can't stop me
God please do me a favor
I just want you to watch me

I be going thru some shit I ain't gone even lie
This shit be f*cking wit ma head it's killing me inside
Me and ma nigga arguing we was just getting high
He said some shit I didn't like and it f*cked wit ma pride
I told ma nigga he a hoe and he just ain't the same
But when I really think about it I'm the one that changed
Shit got me mad at the world cuz u don't kno ma pain
Getting into it wit all ma niggas
I'm the one the blame

This shit right here straight from the heart no this just ain't a song
Apologizing to ma niggas for times I was wrong
I was high off of depression I swear I was gone
Mr devil Mr devil please leave me alone
I had to get it on ma own
Still get it on ma own now
Yeah I was broke when I was young but now I'm Grown now
When I was down I was alone
Now they want a loan now
And didn't nobody call ma phone
Now they blowing up ma fone now
They left me back when shit wasn't right
Now they say I'm wrong now
Remember back I ain't have shit to eat
Now I'm hot as a stove now
Remember back watching BET now I'm rocking shows now
Alota ppl doubted me they thought I ain't kno how
Look at me I'm on now
People tryna call ma phone now
Bitches tryna gimme dome now
People asking for a loan now
But I got it on ma own so how
Still get it on ma own now
Still riding with the pole now
Becuz da niggas want me gone now

I be going thru some shit I ain't gone even lie
This shit be f*cking wit ma head it's killing me inside
Me and ma nigga arguing we was just getting high
He said some shit I didn't like and it f*cked wit ma pride
I told ma nigga he a hoe and he just ain't the same
But when I really think about it I'm the one that changed
Shit got me mad at the world cuz u don't kno ma pain
Getting into it wit all ma niggas
I'm the one the blame