I Can't Take It Video (MV)

I'm writing the same songs over again
I've been feeling the same way but I'll just pretend
That I'm okay but I won't say that
Maybe someone will notice maybe I'd like that
I just need some help
Will somebody come save me
I'm livin' in hell
And I want death to take me
Away from all I've known
And maybe then I'd feel at home
The battlefield of my heart has a civil war on
So even if it wins it loses
And I can't take the scrapes and bruises
On one side
You got me takin' my life
The winning is that I won't feel no pain
But the losing is the pain that others would gain
And on the other
If I try to recover from this smothering sting that seems to fill my brain
Then I won't even care about anything at all
And I can't take it
I don't think that I'll make it
No no
And I can't take it
I don't think that I'll make it
No no
I'm writing the same songs over again
I've been feeling the same way but I'll just pretend
That I'm okay but I won't say that
Maybe someone will notice maybe I'd like that