7levels - Did You Ever Really Listen to Yourself Lyrics

I was bred as an English man but that is not what I am ha ha ha

Born belonging to a land
Will not remember what it was
It has been rules for many ages
By many countries, many gods
That are external and outside of me
These entities of love
All present and all knowing
But are very quick to judge me
If I think outside the box
The only time they're happy
Is when I'm rubbing off their cock,
Shocked, there's a lot more I could drop
But for the sake of progress
Let's pretend that I've forgotten
All those rotten things they've done
I followed all their orders
It wasn't kingdom I made come

This state how can I escape
Of all the wrong I've done
The worst is probably standing
In my own way

Sat among the ashes of the hell I built for help
When a voice breaks through the noise
And it says "well, did you ever really listen to yourself ?"
Returned the flashes that have plagued my mental health
When a voice breaks through the noise
And it says " tell them, tell them" listen to yourself

I paused a length to gain some strength
And think about what all this meant
Then I realised that that thinking tries
It tries to make some sense
Of what's as senseless as the rent
I used to know but all mine went
And put a dent in confidence
But ponder this
There's only now
And though she hates too
Nature's told me
That she loves to up the down